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The beginning of the end:

Today was the last day of classes for me. Monday I have three finals, Tuesday I have one, then I have an essay to write and an online exam. But today I had my last classroom class for a while, if not forever. Very bittersweet.

Now, to study till the end of time.

After two youtube movies that is.


An addictive tv commercial:





A hilarious mockumentary. Though I'm sure I'm the only one who will think so. It's John Adams and Thomas Jefferson experiencing the drive through. We watched it at the beginning of my history class today. :P

Rawrg.

Yes. Rawrg.

So, it may be a trick, but now that I'm at home, guess what. My wired internet is back. Now, it's said that at Miami too. But then it disappears. This... has been stable for several hours. Rawrg. I want stable internet at Miami, too!

I have a crapload to do. Primarily, application crap. I hate applications. I hated them in high school, and I hate them even more now, esp. when my grades are worse than they were in HS. And so are my scores. I get stupider the more schooling I have, I swear. But I'm pretty freaked out by this whole ordeal. And don't anyone tell me 'of course you'll get in somewhere'. I'm tired of hearing it. I want to gripe and complain. And no, 'of course' is not an 'of course'. Grad school is not equal to under grad school. No, my grades and scores are not bad. But neither are they good. IN COMPARISON to what grad schools desire, are looking for, and can get. I am really just hoping SOMEONE of value will both take me and pay for me to work for them.

I wish someone had told me in high school to go to a easy school, like UC, for undergrad. Then I would have gotten A's, had time to do nothing while half my class sat in jail, and I'd be like a golden child for these schools. But no, I go to Miami. Where stuff is stupidly hard. For no good reason. Like multiple guess and random identifications on history exams. WHY would you do that for a history class? You WRITE in history. You don't do particulars. You do connections and themes and analyzing crap. You don't write about random dude on page 468 of book XLDSR for a page on an in class exam. Seriously. That ain't history, y'all. That just plain stupid, hear me?

Yeah. So. Sleep now. Home for 'break'. Let's see if I get one.

Too too true.

The following hits a litttttle too close to home for me. And as many of you have heard from me, its waaay too true. Miami hates anything that has to do with the military. Idiots. Read on, and you'll see what life holds in store for me. :-P


news.enquirer.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?
AID=/20070607/COL05/706070314/1009/col05




Cincinnati Enquirer

Last Updated: 1:30 pm Thursday, June 7, 2007
Help wanted at Miami - only liberals need apply


Mark Moyar looks like the perfect fit to teach history at Miami University: first in the history department and summa cum laude at Harvard; Ph.D. at Cambridge; speaks French and German; two successful books and a third on the way ...

But wait a minute - what's this on his resume about teaching at the Marine Corps University and the George Bush School of Government and Public Service? And whoa, don't choke on your green tea, but look at the title of his book: "Triumph Forsaken: The Vietnam War, 1954-1965."
Triumph? Vietnam? In the same sentence?

If the faculty search committee at Miami were not too liberal for a "three-strikes" policy, Moyar's conservative history of Vietnam had to be strike three, he believes. He had better academic credentials and recommendations from the best historians, but he was not even granted an interview during the search last year, Moyar said.

"Your qualifications are fine," he was told. But Miami's history department had "its own priorities, its own gaps, its own desires."

Yet among the dozen candidates the faculty chose to interview were two who did not have doctorates, one whose dissertation was on "Race, Identity and Gender in the Panama Canal Zone," and another whose scholarship focused on "American Radio in East Asia."

Moyar wrote to the president of Miami: "Only a person divorced from reality would argue that the history of gender in the Panama Canal Zone or the history of American radio in pre-World War II East Asia are more germane to U.S. foreign policy than my wide-ranging work on the Vietnam War."

Maybe his work on Vietnam was a bit too wide-ranging.

"The only explanation I can find for the search committee's extraordinary decision is that the conclusions of my research are inconsistent with the ideological views of members of the search committee," Moyar wrote.

President James Garland backed the history department. When Garland retired, new President David Hodge told Moyar that Miami promotes "diversity of ideas on campus," but said the faculty had properly picked four candidates to hire, but none accepted. The search was closed. So was the investigation of Moyar's complaint.

It was nothing new to Moyar. He's been rejected by scores of universities, despite his strong credentials. "In this case it was particularly blatant because they ended up not hiring anybody," he said. "They come up with these crazy excuses" for what he calls "flagrant discrimination against conservatives in faculty hiring."

Moyar's research found that among Miami history faculty who declared party affiliation, Democrats outnumbered Republicans 15 to one. My own check of Butler County voter registration shows 13 Democrats and three Republicans in the history department.

"The pool consisted of a good number of well-qualified applicants," said Allen Winkler, who was chairman of the search committee. "In the case of Dr. Moyer, the committee felt that he was more a military historian than a diplomatic historian, the same judgment it made with regard to a number of other outstanding candidates, and it chose to interview the people it felt matched the advertised description of the position best. I cannot comment further, since this is a university personnel matter."

So faculty members decide who teach at public universities - without any accountability or scrutiny?

Miami is a beautiful campus with a reputation for a liberal faculty that annoys moderate and conservative students. The search may have been completely fair and unbiased. But Winkler's recent public radio attack on President Bush doesn't sound that way. He called Iraq "a costly and corrosive war that he (Bush) single-handedly began," and a "quagmire" like "the ill-fated and ill-conceived war in Vietnam."

Moyar's book, called "one of the most important books ever written on the Vietnam War," by Macubin Thomas Owens, professor of national security at the Naval War College, napalms the "quagmire" dogma and shows that even the North Vietnamese thought we were winning.
If Moyar is right, most history professors at most campuses are wrong. Not just about Vietnam - but also wrong about Iraq and other bricks in the ivy-covered walls of liberal conformity.
Maybe that's why they're still fighting the Vietnam War on campus - and conservatives are still not allowed to win.

Ghosts

Steph will understand.

I'm freaking out right now. I was stupid and looked at SciFi to see what was on. Happened to be Ghost Hunter. I hate the supernatural and ghost stuff, but I'm hooked and freaking out at the same time. I hate it but can't stop watching. And I'm remembering freshman year when she played all those stupid online things that freaked me out to no end. Cept this time I can't blame her. AND have no one to get the creepies out of my head.


On a different note.

Went walking today. Well ran tons of errands. Walked all over campus. Went to the CAS department, made sure my DARS was good to go. Then talked to some freshies about scheduling ideas. Then talked to Prof Cayton about my summer program. Then went to the med center to get bills and bloodwork results. Then went to the study abroad office, was there for about two hours talking to advisors and looking up info. Then sat on some stairs and watched people walk in front of cars, jeeps almost hit buses, buses almost hit motorcyclists, bikers almost hitting walkers, walkers really not giving a damn, girls who need to wear more clothes, guys who I wouldn't mind if they weren't wearing as many clothes, etc. Jordan dropped by and talked for a while, then went walking around campus for about another hour before coming back. I miss my Steph. This was her type of day. :)


PS. The squirrels are in a bad mood again. Yelling at me and throwing stuff at random passerbys. Sweetness.

A very brief update

Finally over the flu. Somewhat. Still tired all the time, and achy. Was in the ER, am now out of the ER. Obviously. Unable to go to any classes two weeks ago due to the stupid flu. Spent my entire spring break trying to get over the flu. Still not really over, but at least no longer infected. Just trying to recooperate from throwing up several times a day, coughing about four times every three minutes (yes, someone made a point to count), having a fever and being unable to sit up. Slept most of break. Now trying to frantically finish a paper due tomorrow (rough draft, thankfully), figure out graduation (Graduate early? Study abroad second semester? What to do with only needing 11 hours to graduate after summer?), figure out scheduling, figure out what session of the GRE classes I want to take, figure out HOW TO SUCCEED on the stupid GRE, vacation to CA, finish my capstone, get started and finish my four other papers, and so forth. Vaugely busy. And still, yes, sick and anemic. Cuz after being sick for two weeks and being unable to really eat during that time (and keep it in if i did eat), needless to say my I couldn't take iron and ZOOF there went what little control I had over my anemia, which is back in the bowels of despair. And I'm absolutely exhausted, anemic, and sick. Go me!

Okay that's my update.

PS. Leigh you suck, making me get an LJ. :-P I'll get to it later.

PPS. MSN hates me. Currently isn't working. Catch me on AIM - even if I have an away message up.

AHHH!

I DID IT! I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT!!!!! I got it! AHHH!!!! *so happy*

(for more information please IM or call. Too excited to type it all out here.)

Been a while, no?

Eh well. Almost all of you know what's been going on, and that's good enough. So I don't really know why I'm posting this. THe only person that doesn't know what's going on is refusing to talk to me (court's in her hands now, then again, most of you knew that too). So yeah. Right now: sick as hell, spent 7 hours in a parking lot because my car died yesterday, spent about 18 hours in Lenscrafters over the last two weekends, unable to read or see, and wishing someone got over her own damn pride and would talk to me.

Guess she answered my questions though. Like, where I stand. Apparently nowhere.

Thanks Steph, Leigh, Mike, Jordan, Ben M., Ben H., etc... nice to have people to listen and talk to.




Why is someone shooting rockets from right above my room.... I know it's right above my room cuz it's loud, smokey, and I can see the smoke coming from the room down to mine, and it smells like fireworks smoke... ich. I don't want my room blown up.

Oh, and dad got me some cute teddies for V-day. :D

Okay, well, I'll talk to most of you soon. As always, you can catch me online.

Title-less

People are still incredibly infuriating. I can't believe this people. Seriously. I must have a love of being walked all over the way things are going. I don't know why I even try anymore.



Other news.

Been up till about four each morning this week, working on proposals, abstracts, presentations, 'quizzes', papers, and handouts. Frustrated, very frustrated. I have a second chance to send in a proposal to the USNA History Symposium, due by noon tomorrow. I'm excited. I highly doubt it'll lead anywhere, but I sure as hell hope it does. The proposal for this symposium is the same as what I'm doing for my aerospace studies capstone. I sure hope this works.... Should also know by the end of the month if I'm in the summer scholars program this summer or not.... -prays to anything that's out there- I'd say you'd all be the first to know, but yeah, seeing as how most of you either aren't talking to me or manage to catch me when I'm stressed to the max, you probably won't know for a while, until I get around to posting. Unless your online and speaking to me. Then I'll probably remember to tell you. Yeah I'm a bit bitter right now. Two hours of sleep a day and only two people taking time to listen to me and take stress into consideration does that to a girl. Thanks boys, I needed to yell. Thanks for listening. You know who you are.


(Capstone Proposal)

Proposal Title: Life of Confederate Marines During the American Civil War
Proposed by: (me)

Miami University

I propose to write a scholarly essay over what life was like for a Confederate Marine during the American Civil War. I will explore all aspects of how the Confederate Marines lived and what they achieved during the Civil War. I will use journals from Confederate Marines as well as primary documentation about Marines of the time which are not written by Marines themselves.


Abstract:

Life was different for Confederate States Marine Corps (CSMC) than for their Union counterparts. Unlike their Union counterparts, who had been established since 1798, the CSMC was not established until March 16, 1861, and there were never more than 539 registered CSMC Marines, whereas the United States Marine Corps (USMC) had thousands of men at their disposal throughout the war, having retained many of the Corps that existed before the war. Confederate Marines made less money with longer required enlistment than did any other branch of the military. They often got the last of the goods given to the different branches of the military, and had to overcome obstacles that larger branches did not have to worry about. However, even lacking benefits given to other, larger branches of the Confederate military, the CSMC acquired a reputation for being amazing combatants and excellent at making ends meet. Their uniforms and equipment were different than that of the USMC, trading out the US uniforms and equipment for a more British style and appearance. The USMC first got to prove themselves during the battle of the CSS Virginia against the USS Monitor, and were called to perform many special operations afterwards and throughout the war. Although many records were destroyed after the war, the CSMC continued to retain its reputation as one of the best of the time, even after they were disbanded.

School

Alright, so I've changed my class schedule about 5 or 6 times since Sunday night. Still isn't finalized. But at the moment I'm liking it.

HEAR YE HEAR YE HEAR YE!

I am currently looking for editors for this semester. The job has wonderful pay, of $0.00 per hour, and if you do a good job, your income will double in the first three weeks!

:-)

In other words, almost all my classes are essay classes, and I'd like people to help edit to make sure they make sense and read well. There are several long essays, from 10-25 pages depending on the class. They're over the military and over history, sometimes both.

-goes on knees-

Steph, I beg you!

Okay. Nuff said. I can beg more to Steph later.

I'm trying to move into Kristin's old room. It's sooo much bigger than mine. Let's see if housing will let me.

I'm in Millett for 9 hours a week again this semester... all the officers are just laughing at me. I'm laughing at me too.

Okay, time for homework.

-one more beg, with puppy eyes-